wOw..I had went to Pantai Remis for 4days 3nite to undergo B.I.G training.
B.I.G stand for Bina Insan Guru,so d main purpOse of this camp is to fOrm a versatile teacher  in physically plus mentally.
I  juz came bac yesterday….4days never see myself in d mirrOr but when I stand in frOnt Of it,
gOsh!!!!!!! is tat a panda o muCH tO zOmbie?!!
my gOd,dark circle cover up my eyes juz lik natural eye shadOw,green n pale faCe seemS lik michael jacksOn’s cO-dancers in "thriller"!! I mean zOmbie-loOk…eyes pOpping lik fish!!
frightening..frightening..frightening———-

1st day in camp…..
feelin lonely..all besties not in my group
plus havin some girl-problem,inconvenience
moOdy?frust?tOrturing?
Started 2feel lik prisoner.. 
every1 wearing d same outfit wit cap,
forbidden in an island sO called Pantai Remis
everything has 2b "yes sir!!" in camp o else ur head will say tata wit bOdy..
our strength are 52 which were from  MU ,PC ,n BM classes..chinese is d dOminatOr water cOnfident is d kick-start activity of d day,
our bathroom is more o less a toilet wit no door n no flushing system
worst still, Im shocked 2see d colour of water from pipe,
yellowish blend wit some rusty unknown mixing,
d smell? yieackss!!!! XD

2nd day in camp….
Blur~not enOugh sleep…=.=
my grOup (sekali) hv 2complete kembara task,
v explOre d inner part Of fOrest,
it’s a swampy area..mud n roOt all over d plaCe,
m/r Ibrahim is our  instruCtOr 4kembara..
im totally impressed wit his intelligenCe on plantS n livin stuff..
Rhizo**,*ur*eria,vivi*ari,lOkan……
all I can do is juZ uh,ok,ya…brain gOin 2burst..@_@
then,he stuffed sOme unknown leaves n ask us eat..
my wOrd !!feel lik he’s feeding a bunch of sheep.. behekk 
then v hav a coOkin cOmpetition prOvided wit "dirty" raw materials
rice, cabbage, salt, 2eggs, ikan bilis
xhuai,yhui,lheok,sherlina n me r "coOk of d day"
d Outcome is adorable but u’ll vOmit if u c d whOle preparatiOn!!
water is limited, sO v hav 2reuse ,reduce, recycle it..
2stir our rice v use stick simply from a tree nearby..
ashes flew into d food bt actually look much lik pepper..ignore it!
I blow d fire 2keep d flame till my sweat n tears dripping,(not sure where it drips to..yer!)
2make our dishes presentable, v arrange our food niCely bare handed
5pairs of dirty hands cOme out wit a beautiful but dirty dish..
Geli…yuckks!!!

3rd day in camp….
Kayak time!!!me partner wit Afizzin (a malay fren frm bm clas)out to d big sea..
every1 paddling hard, racing 2reach destination..
left.. right.., right..left..forward..backward..
it’s tough 2kayak in sea coZ d stupid wave slow down our speed..
v kayak so……far 2another island

many times i feel lik giving up but when we saw d familiar shore, It’s our camp site!!!!
we paddle non-stop till we reached d beach..
winning battle in war n come bac wit victory n glory!!!! 1st place is certainly not d gist but wining friendship means alot!!!
ooOh!!!both my arms n my muscle cramp~~ wuwu…..
facinating experience, I’ll never forget it!!!!
Hard 2express my feeling I would say, a mixture of it~~~
tiring n although exhausted but I had gone through all d hardship these few days..
I learnt to appreciate nature n source in earth,
I learnt to b independent ,
I learnt d true colour of friendship,
I learnt to b a machO teacher regardless physically o mentally!!! I love B.I.G camp so so much n Im glad 2 see my classmates,
so united n bonded…..
during cooking time(bad cook)
makan time(run 2dewan makan lik refugee)
All of a sudden, I feel a pinch of sourness in me……
I don’t want 2graduate tat fast!!!!!

thnx to my FREN—> ChOcoZ