我怀念的…

Posted on May 19, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

孙燕姿新歌
蛮不错的说…

m’sian 80s children…

Posted on May 13, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

we grew up watching Transformers,
Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,
Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask,
Ninja Turtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam,
Ultraman n not forgettin POWER RANGERS
n BUGS BUNNY!!!and anderra yippa mice?
:), McGyver ?

had to brush our teeths during recess
at primary school? had to hold plastic
cups, line up with your classmates side
by side and start brushing our teeths
at some open area… or maybe near some
drain??

do you still remember that we had
‘dentist’ rooms where we had to have
our
teeths check?

not to forget our ‘program minum susu’
in primary school.. everybody is
suppose
to buy like cartons of milk that costed
30 cents.. and you would see everyone
drinking it everyday…its d UHT
milk…

the teachers who would want to punish
us must use yellow rulers to hit us on
our palms?? 1 metre length..

that a bowl of mihun soup or some soup
only costed 50 cents at the school
canteen…

went to some sundry shop near the
school
or to the ‘roti’ man waiting outside
our
schools so that we can buy junk food
like chickedees, mamee, ding dang with
some toys in it, ‘Ti Kam’, ice-cream
and
we would play games like monopoly, uno,
old maid, and all other card games like
that…

another fun time would be during
Pendidikan Jasmani. the boys would
play football while the girls would
play netball… and it would be like we
were playing in the world cup…

but of course. the best would be main
guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-
cream sticks, ‘Pepsi Cola
one-two-three’, Cops and Robbers, main
kejar-kejar duduk,getah… and for the
not so active, those kind of ‘book
games’ where we would use buku latihan
to draw and ask our friends to play…

do you remember the ice-cream tubes
which are actually ice and colouring
that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the
colourful ones.. where you usually bite
off the top to glup it down.orange
tastes b best..(pop-ice)

what about days when we felt like doing
naughty things such as folding papers
so small to make ‘lastik’ amd shoot
each other… how about throwing
chalks??

back then, micheal jackson was just
turning white.. and still had albums
coming out.. compared to CD’s, we were
listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90

in computer class, we were still using
black and white computer moniters..
played ‘Atari’… maybe SEGA or
NINTENDO..

well, are we all getting older or what?

1) if you understand what you have read
and you are smiling…

2) we have friends from school that are
already married…

3) we shake our heads everytime we
see high school students fussing about
their handphones in school..

4) we don’t hang on phone with our
friends for hours a day talking about
nothing…

5) when we meet back with our friends
from time to time, we feel excited and
happy talking about old times, the
funny ‘adventures’ or stories that we
experienced as a kid..

6) last but not least, that when you
read this, you would think of all the
happy & sad memories that you have
experienced when you were still a kid…

12/5…

Posted on May 12, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

cloud 9…
kit kat…
nips…

好久没吃了
刚刚去买干粮时
(我在shopping complex看到绝对SUPERSTAR十强哦)
看到这些零食摆在柜子上
看着它们
楞了楞
一股熟悉的感觉
涌上心头
它们让我想到过去
一起分享零食的时光
午餐时间后的零嘴
上课爱睡时提神的良伴
无聊时打发时间的食物
好想念它们的味道
挣扎了好久
最后还是没有买下它们
只因不想让好不容易平稳的心
再一次回到过去
等到时机成熟时
我会再一次回味它们的味道
一直都相信
会有那么一天…

11/5…

Posted on May 11, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

司马迁
诸葛亮
李 煜
孟 子
李 白
陶渊明
柳 永
曹 植
……….
还有无数的古人
你们好啊!!! (=_=)”’
真佩服你们耶
写作都不用白描手法
全都是文言文
超赞的说…
没办法,有求于人
礼貌第一,奉承第二
小女子最近在读着你们的作品呢
可不可以请你们教我
如何记得住这些文章的
中心思想
艺术特色
写作技巧…
现代人的脑袋
是不是比古人来得迟钝些啊??
不然怎么会记不住呢?
还是因为泡面吃太多
变笨了??(我现在在吃泡面哦)
古代都没这种营养不良的食品
可不可以请你们教我
如何在复习你们的文章时
不去找周公
虽然周公也是古人之一
可是我比较喜欢他叻
为什么会这样??
古代的你们有最受欢迎奖吗?
应该是周公获得吧
….冷….
没办法
读书读到脑袋当机了
只好发泄一下…

9/5…

Posted on May 8, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

放下…

其实不难,

难只难在自己的心想不开

一个装着水的杯子

刚开始拿时

或许很轻松

可是就算再轻的物品

拿久了也是一种负担

放下杯子是种解脱

生活、感情亦是如此

所以说该放下的时候

就不要再纠缠不清了

开始学习放下以前的生活

开始接受现有的一切

并开始享受这里的日子

转了个念头

所有事情都是美好的

撒旦也会有重生的一天哦…

开始喜欢现在的自己了

慢慢恢复了以往的个性

很可爱…对吧?!!哈哈

1/5…

Posted on May 1, 2007 by jiaying-0806.
Categories: 折翼天使的心情....

凌晨一点准
刚打完羽球半夜场
流了许多汗
爽!!可是也好累…
明天应该会变本加厉吧
久没运动的后果
活该!!哈哈..
生活方式真的变了
对吧?
以前是和他们打篮球半夜场
是户外活动
如今
是室内的
强迫自己去适应这里的环境
忘了从前的时光
最近
慢慢的做到了
虽然
还是想回到从前
可是
却也开始接受这里的一切
所谓山不转路转嘛
不能改变现有的
所以只好改变自己的想法
只因我不想再成为撒旦一族
宇轩说撒旦是邪恶的
我不是(有时会有那么一点点,真的就一点点啦..)
所以我想脱离堕落的生活
脱离撒旦的生活
做回从前的自己
回到中学时代的我
因为,那时的我还没认识他…
撒旦,撒旦,
加油变回天使哦..嘻嘻!!

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